So there are only two weeks left to go until the end of the school year. Normally this wouldn't be such a tough time. I would be excited and ready for it to come. But, this year is different.
My class is graduating this year, leaving the school. The class I have had for 3 years. What may go down as my favorite class ever. So, hopefully you see the problem.
I don't really want them to leave. Sure, I want them to grow up and finish school and be successful and live life, but they are like family now, my kids, so it's hard letting them go. I worry about them. What will happen when they leave? Will they make it? Will they drop out (they better not)? Will they visit, like they say they will? Maybe I shouldn't, but after three years it's hard not to. I have watched them grow up. We've been through so many good times and bad times together. It's just not easily gotten over.
But I have to. Next year is a new year, with new students (for the first time in 3 years). It will be trying. They are going to be compared to the kids that are leaving now. It just won't be the same. I have to start over.
So i have decided to enjoy the next two weeks as much as possible. It may be the last time I spend with them.
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